Well, I just got back from Denny's with Kris. We had fun. We talked some about our friendships with, among other people, Katie and Jason. And I pointed out to Kris how I felt that I needed to stick up for him sometimes, but he said that I shouldn't. But I still think I should. Everyone always bad mouths Kris for no real reason and I'm tired of it, really. He's such a nice guy. He really is. You just have to get past that tough outter shell that he plasters in front of him. He's beginging to break it down though, which I'm glad. I wish there was a way I could help him though. I remember a long time ago he told me not to push him, so I'm not. I feel like I have my foot in the door, and that makes me happy. I just wish people would stop critizing him and start seeing who he really is. Like when he and I went to Indy for the weekend, we had such a good time. It was so much fun, I think it was the most fun I've had with Kris...maybe even ever. It just makes me so mad how he always seems to get the short end of the stick. He's such a great guy, he diserves so much more than he's given. I wish I could give him what he diserves some how, you know what I mean. Hum. I don't know.
I wish he didn't feel like he had to be strong all the time. I wish he could let his guard down every once and awhile and show that he has a softer side. He's gotten alot better about that. But there's so much to Kris that's still such a mystery to me. I guess that's one reason why I like him so much. He's intreging. You never know what's going on in that head of his. But I wish he would let his guard down, at least to me. He can trust me, and I know he knows that. I just wish there was something more I could do.