This is so weird. I'm sitting in the computer lab next to some guy. And I just glanced over at him. Like I was tieing my shoe and I just happened to look at him and I swear he looks dead up like this guy David from highschool. I did a double take. I didn't think toomuch of it, but then I just heard him laugh, and it sounded like his laugh. That was weird. I had the biggest crush on this guy in high school. In our art class one year we had to design record album covers so Mrs. Hamlton broght in examples, and one of them was Michael Jaskon's "Thriller" and David kept bugging her for it. He wanted it so bad. So I went out that day to The Great Escape and I found it and I bought it for five dollars and i gave it to him. I barely talked to him. And I gave him this goddam record. And I remember he hugged me, and it made me so happy because that was all I had wanted. was just so physical effection from someone, and it was David, so there you go. My five dollar hug. It last only about 5 seconds. that's a dollar a second. And I still smile when I think about it. It's kind of sad really, I had to buy that hug. I wonder if he still has that album. And if he looks at it if he remembers that it was me who gave it to him. Wouldn't it be weird if this guy sitting next to me was the same guy? Would he even remember who I am? I'd be like, "I'm the girl who gave you the Micahel Jaskson record in art class" and he'd be like, "Oh yeah, you cut your hair." And then it'd get all quiet 'cause neither of use would know what to say. I had the biggest crush on him. I guess I still do, it's just gone 'cause I haven't seen him in years. It's burned out by time, but if I ever saw him again it would come back in a flash. Woosh, just like that. Same with Warren. David and Warren. Those were the two from high school I always wanted. And with David, at least, I tried. I asked him if he wanted to hang out. I tried talking to him and stuff. He was just never into it...into me I guess.
He's gone, here's my chance, hold on....not him....didn't think so. His log in name wasn't what it would be if it was David. Our log in names are our first initial and then our last name, so it wasn't him. Didn't think it would be. But yeah, I had tried with David at least. I would have tried with Warren too, but he was already datting someone. And I did hang out with him. At the school play. During practice. I got to keep his hat from the tea party scene. I still have that hat. I wore it the whole day the play was cancled. I didn't want to take it off. Cause I knew that after that day I wouldn't get my day with Warren. I wouldn't get to see him after school like I had been everyday.
But, anyway, the David look-a-like is gone, so I'll be off too